Painslut or not?

Singletail whip

My friend and enemy

I’ve always liked the idea of being ‘hurt’ in some way by scary (but handsome) men. Even as a child I had fantasies of being kidnapped and tortured. (Besides those fantasies I was actually a pretty normal child…) When I started to experiment with bdsm I realised that getting whipped in your fantasy doesn’t actually hurt that much, but damn… in real! Do I really like this? Well, since my previous boyfriends weren’t that dominant or sadistic after all… those experiments didn’t last long.  Fortunately (or unfortunately) for me, I met a very sadistic man about a year ago…. And nowadays I’m His. Continue reading


How Emily was enslaved

Master and me

Master & me

Deep inside I’ve always known that I’m submissive. Even as a child I had fantasies about being submissive to men. When I was 12 I discovered there were more people like me. I read about bdsm on the Internet and I knew: this was it! A few years later I started to experiment with boyfriends, but they weren’t dominant enough and I always ended up disappointed. In later relationships bdsm was always present on the background. Sometimes we played but most of the time we were equals, but switching all the time between ‘vanilla’ and bdsm was not really my thing. I wanted to be a slave, all the time! Continue reading