Emily’s Diary


Last week was a pretty intensive week. I didn’t do many special things, but the week started a bit rough.  I hope you enjoy reading my diary! Continue reading


The good things in life

Today is a beautiful day. The weather is lovely for this time of the year and I spent almost the whole day outside! In the morning I went to my horse. I love riding when I’m still a little sleepy. Nothing better than waking up on a horse 😉 Continue reading

Going deep down and up again

Monday we had a rough night. What started with practising a bit with ropes ended in a drama.

Master had tied my arms and legs together with a very nice rope bondage. It looked great and we took some pictures. Since I’m a photographer I’m very critical with pictures and since I was bound…. I couldn’t do anything than give Master instructions how to make it and what settings to use. (Yeah, when he makes pictures of me it’s my only chance to tell him what to do, lol) Master is really getting better at making pictures, he didn’t need much instructions and I was very satisfied. After making pictures he put me on the bed, head down. He started to cane me a little and soon he hit a bit harder. I noticed that I couldn’t handle that much. ( I hate it when I can’t handle pain…) He hit me some more with the cane, but soon grabbed a whip. He calls it the scorpion, I think a better name is asshole. It’s a long single tail whip with a big leather strap at the end. It’s quite mean….He whipped me a bit, but I had the feeling that he was holding back. I know that Master is very sadistic and he hates holding back… So I really thought he didn’t really like what he was doing. Usually I can handle more pain, but Monday I just couldn’t. Continue reading

Pushing my limits part two!

IMG_6926Remember that I recently tried electro play for the first time? (click) Well, I only tried the vaginal egg and the vaginal shield… but I didn’t try the buttplug. Since it was a nice experience I felt that I had to try the buttplug as well…..the only thing is I’m not always a big fan of anal. Sometimes I like it , sometimes I hate it. Especially buttplugs are not really my thing. I don’t like the way they ‘pop in’ at the end…So two things I still find pretty scary, buttplugs and electro play…but of course, my curiosity won. Continue reading

not just a Saturday night

Last night Master and I went to a bdsm party with friends. It was more of a small meeting of eight couples in a nice and cozy barn. It was our first time there, but there really was a relaxed atmosphere so we quickly felt very comfortable. We watched nice plays from other couples and later in the evening Master gave me a really nice and very hard whipping. I think he even hit me a bit harder than last Monday and certainly he hit me a lot more. It’s always fun to notice I can handle even more pain when we play with other people around. I think it gives me an adrenaline rush, just to know that people are watching. Being his slave and showing it to other people really makes me feel proud. Today we relaxed the whole day, enjoying the memories and bruises from last night. yeah I got fresh bruises. Pretty cool for someone who actually never bruises. (I think this is the third time in my life) I still feel a little bit blurry and spacey today, so I won’t write a very long blog. (Yeah, I’ll make that up to you soon)